( 2 more days.....)He just called me to help him find someone to take his place for him cuz he wanna sentosa tomorrow.....What did i do to let you show me the attitude?! What the hell, its new year and i asked you nicely ok....don't appreciate then leave it.....don't show me attitudes...i hate people doing that to me...except him cuz that's e only way i know what he really wants...Argh i got so freaked up after i put down the phone, told ling about it and she was like 'huh?'. You're the one who say we didn't contact you and you kinda feel left out.....you yourself also didnt contact us that often okay...asked you nicely but what i got in return? Attitude! Your tone sounds like i treat u as a last min replacement...lemme tell u once more.......i reach kenneth's house in the afternoon and it was a last min replacement and ling was already there...she told me u go new year visiting in the afternoon so i couldnt make up my mind whether to go visit u or not.........den i called u at night u gave me that kinda tone make me very buay song lah can!!!Attitudes, attitudes and more attitudes....why can't people just talk things out nicely. I admit i do have attitude sometimes but i don't flaunt it around like nobody's business. Think before you act lah can....don't go around hurting other people when u're actually saying u're trying ur utmost to protect them. U may not noe it but the person u're trying to protect will also turn out to be the one who'll get hurt in the end, more than anyone else. I've been there and done that so i'm just stating a fact. One of the reason they'll get hurt is they're always the last one to know everything. Don't keep them in the dark....just put yourself in their shoes lah can. BE yourself AT THE RIGHT TIME. Yesh yesh....u have to hide ur feelings a lil sometimes thats what u call white lies..which means it won't hurt people. Other's may also tolerating you too, who knows? Just that ur temper blew up faster than theirs and that means they have better tolerance than u...get a life lah!!!Errrk, terribly fucked up after that phone call...shan't talked about it anymore if not i can't get to sleep tonight. 