Someone asked me why i didn't update my blog everyday....hahahahahaha! So here i am blogging la...but don't think you will see also....( I don't know what to say but what i wrote the other day was what i thought, i didn't mean to cause any misery but if i did...i'm sorry k )I've been thinking alot these days... hahaha mood swings? Maybe not lah... these kinda things mood swings won't affect one can... hahaha i'll just shhhhh....=X guessed i've changed? Or the environment has changed? Hahaha...unknown..but yeah...i'll think about it =D.Can't wait till sunday hor ling? Wahahahaha...think i'll dig a hole and hide myself first. Can't bear to think.... OMG OMG OMG!!!! Sometimes i hate myself...cuz i do things that make others dislike... but i just can't help it lah...i'm restraining can...hahaha..but that's me...and noone can do a thing a satisfy the whole world lo...i'm changing...into a person i don't know...hahahaha..( I told u i forgot the feeling... i'm trying to find it back... i'm sorta lost inside... hahahaha... be my light would you? ) Hahaha...sounds like Mo Zai Shen Bian... i need a light to guide me outta the forest.. hmmm...yesh thats precisely what i need... I'm numbed hahaha...after the previous one.. but i don't deny i still have feelings la...hahahahaha *bleah gimme time and guide me out k... but don't worry la... Sometimes i think i can't stand ppl criticising me... i wanted things to be perfect... but it seems impossible.. i don't know why... hahaha maybe i'm weak yeah? I always thought i was strong... wahahaha... as if... hmmm... I wanna write what i think in my blog but i failed to... loser man.... hahahaha... or perhaps my english rusty liao... wahahaha limited vocabulary.But i don't deny ever since last sunday i'm happy and i'm grinning all the way~ but a voice inside me tells me if he's the right one he'll have to wait... wait till i get out of my own shadows =D i know it's kinda selfish la... but yeah... i dare to tell u i'm afraid of getting hurt again... but i still stand by my 'principles' i don't mind giving it a try.. *smiles u all may think i'm flirt or what lah... that's all in the past.. =D( I told you what i'm thinking is because i wanna be fair to u... i dun wanna be like you-know-who whom i don't wish to name here..in case he ever read my blog. ) *SmilesWhatever it is the feeling that i felt dat day is still there lah....hahahahaha heee....Sometimes i find that people are hypocrites by nature...but then to think again... they have their own thinking... that's what make them special in their own unique way. 