Happy Birthday Petrina!

Ok...i'm gonna a lil bit emo in my entry today...so just bear with me okay =D


Sometimes i really wish my brain can delete memory lah!!! Gonna be overload soon lo! I wish i can just erase my memories and start all over again.... as a new person... to let people know another me hahaha...weird? Not that i'm saying i have split personality BUT i just wanna be better... maybe i'm setting high expectations of myself but i wish i really could and i know i can't turn back time and do things all over again.


Let's do a self-questionaire below....
1. Do you seriously think there's something wrong with your attitude?
Ans: Yes i do

2. Do you appear aloof and cold to other people?
Ans: I guess so, that's what i heard from others.

3. Do you wish there's something you can undo?
Ans: Loads of them...


4. Last question, do you wish you can change the impression others have on you?
Ans: the answer is OBVIOUS.


Hahaha.. i'm not in depression or wadever but i jus wanna analyse myself and see where and what went wrong... think i'm gonna change my way of doing things already... i wanna start anew...=D told u i like changes... hahah..i'm even changing MYSELF...bwahaha...not physically... but just the way i do things. I'm being a perfectionist? Hahaha not yet...


Well, things have been going on pretty well the past weeks... i really hope i'll get thru this year and pass my O levels la..


( I'm trying to supress my feelings as i watch you from the back... hahaha..hope i'll be successful )


Haha there's been alot of things weighing on my mind nowadays but i just don't how to put them into words... or should i say... i'd rather not say.