=) i didn't mean to give you cold shoulder la. I'm really being me leh. THIS IS ME. This is what the me looks like when i'm back to normal. Hahaha.. i can still crap u know. I'm not different, its just that u haven't see the other side of me =). The whole package of 'Agnes' doesn't just come with a bag full of craps u know =D. lols...ok *craps
Okay so the 2 babes went home and this was what happened at my doorstep....
Ling: Eh ger, don't lydat la come nearer and i tell you how to be happy.
Me: I don't want lo! I know what u wanna do and u know i don't like that one lo!! Hahaha
Ling: Eh wad? I just wanna tell u how to be happy leh.
Liana: Eh ling ah i haven't hug her leh.
Ling: Okay lo ness u don't come nearer we don't close the door
Me: OKAY LO i got alot of time to spare! I can wait here for as long as u wan.
after a few mins of struggling....
Liana: *hugs
Ling: Eh not fair how come u hug her dun hug me?
Ling: Hug* MUACKS*
Me: OIE! U know i don't like that one lo! Purposely la u!
Hahaha...LING U GOOD LA~ stole my kiss =X hahaha.. even though its only on the cheek! U NOE I DON'T LIKE THAT!!! AND U DID THAT TO ME. HOW COULD YOU u know i don't like to let other people kiss me one la!!!!!! U broke my heart man....tsk tsk tsk hahahaha!
Those 2 gers just make my day *smiles
My chinese oral is on this friday la... haha and i don't like that at all BECAUSE
1. i'll be all alone on thursday during chinese lesson cuz siew leng esther and michelle are all having oral on the same day.
2. i'll be going home with naz and matt alone ( its not sucha bad thing la haha cuz i can watch 'show').
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I made a grave mistake. One which i could do nothing to make it better. I hate to regret and i'm regretting now. I'm wondering what will happen if i've never done that. I hate to regret but now i just wish someone can invent something to turn back time. I want everything to remain as before. Its not that i hate you. I couldn't face myself. Some of the things u did, did hurt me. I told you its over and i mean it, i just need sometime to adjust to it.I don't wish to tell them cuz i don't want any sympathy. Blame it on my pride i don't care but i don't feel so good anymore. Let me say the truth for the last time cuz i don't wanna lie to myself anymore.
I know its happening too quickly and i can't find any answer to that. It sounds absurd. But my heart didn't break cuz it wasn't even whole in the first place. I myself find it weird to say all those things. I wanted so much to tell u that i don't wanna lose u as a friend. I'm hurt i don't deny. And why isit that everytime i wanna forget what u say u will come in and ask me how i felt. I admit i'm not good at expressing and i DON'T. But i just want u not to feel guilty about it. I asked for it and i deserve what happened to me. Ok i'm done with my confessions *smiles
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I sounded quite 'heavy' lols.. but i do feel quite heavy too u noe. I'm just sad cuz of somethings u said. If u've never said that den mayb i'll be able to crap like before. I'm not blaming u.
Ling asked me why i was so down when i met her just now. I don't know how to answer her. I'll get over it la ger.. hahaha.. i promise i will.
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I sounded like a total 'blah' but i don't care cuz the reason why i wanna have a blog is to rant wadever i want. that's why its called theunforgottenme =D lols.. i know i sound lame. yeah.. quite la but ITS MY BLOG. Wad do u expect from someone who's so lame? lols..
