I'm looking forward to today.
But it looks like there's nothing to look forward to after all.
The girls are busy.
No one's asking me out.
Hahaha i'm stuck at home.
But oh well.
I guess thats a good way to spend my day too.

But to tell you the truth.
I'm disappointed.
In something i don't wish to elaborate.
Something tells me its wrong to let things go.
Phew~

I'm finally 19.
I'm hitting the big 2 next year ( in 9 days exactly ).

I don't have the guts to say.
I don't want to ask you to go away.
Cuz i'm afraid i'll be letting something good slip away.
But oh well, i guess i just have to face the reality.
I'll be fine. THANK YOU!