Just let me rant a little bit.
I'm not the kind of person who just say my FEELINGS out loud.
I internalize them.
If i can't find a way to vent them, i'd just keep quiet.
That makes things a little bit more because ..... people won't know what is going on in my mind.

I cry alone and still behave like a madwoman another day cuz i hate it when people see me cry.
I like to act tough infront of people but actually i'm as soft as jelly inside.
I can say something on impulse but actually don't mean it.
ITS ultra difficult to bear my feelings infront of other people.

I think its mood swing =(

Studying tomorrow and movie after that =)